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Saturday 27 March 2021

The High Priests’ Spy. A short story for ‘Spy Wednesday'

Modern Jerusalem: Passageway before dawn:
maybe a place for spies to meet even today!

In my reading of the Passion story, I have always thought of Judas as something of a ‘loner’ who takes his disastrous actions for reasons we will never know. And we will never know. But having come across the description of ’Spy Wednesday’ as a name for the Wednesday in Holy Week, I let my imagination weave some ideas together. 

The designation was, I understand, to prompt thinking about Judas as the spy in the midst of the community of the disciples. But what, I started to think, if there was a network of spies of which Judas was a part? Might that be an idea for a somewhat different speculation?

This is what emerged... another ‘Unreported Moment in First Century Jerusalem'

The High Priests’ Spy.

To the people of Jerusalem and the villages

I’m a leather seller.

Go up country, always on my own;

return with sandals, purses,

patterned wrist bands

and thin necklaces to take a pendant.

It should be a good living

if it wasn’t for the greed of the itinerant sellers.


So, years ago I was desperate.

One night when I was near starving

a man looms out of a dark passageway

and asks me if I’d like to make more money

than at that time I could ever dream of.

What’s the expression?

Bit his hand off, I did.


Mostly it’s easy money.

Hang out in the bazaars or alleys of the City,

or the villages; 

listen to the gossip about local teachers

or others who are gathering round

and following them.


Wait until dark.

Creep into the deep

shadows of the Temple walls.

Wait, report back.

Silver and sometimes gold,

in hand – simple.


Then came a more specific commission:

‘Find and follow Jesus of Nazareth.

Seek out and befriend the most dissatisfied

among his followers: someone who might betray

the blasphemer’, as they called him, at the right moment.


So, I become a hanger-on.

Always in the background,

just close enough to watch the comings and goings.

Occasionally close enough to hear what this Jesus

was saying, doing.


If it wasn’t for the spy-money, I might

have been persuaded by his ideas.

But they weren’t going to make me a living.


Enough of me.

What about the task in hand?

The weak link.


Not difficult really.

It was Judas of Kerioth,

the money-man.

No surprise there then!

Strange how greed grasps its victims.


So I follow this Judas

waiting for him to detach himself from the others.

I watch to see where the money he steals is spent.

I’ll leave that to your imagination!

Gives me scope for blackmail.

And that, my contact tells me, delights the High Priests. 


Judas proved all I could have hoped for.

A Zealot at heart.

When I first befriended him

he was beginning to get impatient with Jesus.

His hopes had been that Jesus

was the promised Messiah

who, with his followers

would overthrow the Romans.


By then he was realizing the improbability of that.

Jesus preached ‘Blessed are the peacemakers’;

not a message Judas wanted to hear at all.


Clearly Judas could not discuss his impatience

with any of the other followers:

so an itinerant trader with a listening ear

made a good confidante.

Whenever I ‘happened to’ bump into him,

I could always guarantee he’d bring me up to date

with the latest story laced with his irritation

– duly relayed by my shadowy contact

to the High Priests.


Naturally I had to prove my worth to them. 

So I concentrated on the wonder-working;

the dead brought to life, 

Capernaum’s Synagogue leader’s daughter,

the dead son of a widow of Nain.


A big crowd fed from a mother’s

provision for her boy to eat out in the hills

to allow him to follow the teacher for a whole day:

thousands fed from that meagre supply,

according to Judas.


With other tales woven in,

Judas always had a new story for me to tell

with little bits of detail that gave them credence.

So, although I never saw any of these things happen

My reporting back always had a ‘ring of truth’ to it.


Then the stories from Bethany. 

Another raised from the dead:

Expensive ointment poured over Jesus’ feet

then washed by a woman’s hair. 

That really got Judas worked up.

All the money that would have cost –

just wasted!

He was furious –

and that was when he told me his longer-term thoughts.


If Jesus changed his tactics

and turned his many followers against Rome

he’d be up alongside Jesus

and bring in supplies of daggers and swords 

which I could help him buy.

We’d both be rolling in it!


But if that didn’t happen,

Judas saw the whole of Jesus’ teaching

fading into nothing.

So he planned to keep ‘borrowing’ from the common purse

until he had enough to buy a field

to give him food or rent or both, 

for whenever he had to work out a new future for himself.


Then came the big disappointment for Judas.

Bethany’s miracle and money-wasting behind them.

The crowd growing and growing 

as Jesus made for Jerusalem.


‘Blessings on the one who is coming’.


Cheering, waving palms,

coats on the floor.

Just the time to whip up the gathering, growing, manipulable crowd,

and with sheer force of numbers

overcome the Roman legion occupying Jerusalem.


This could be IT!


But from somewhere Jesus had found a donkey!

Yes – a donkey – not a powerful war horse,


To ride into the City.


Judas was incandescent.


That gave me just the chance I’d been looking for.


Backwards and forwards to the High Priests.


Yes, if Judas would identify Jesus in the dark somewhere, 

away from the crowds, they’d pay him enough

to let him buy one of the fields on the market.


I could hint at 20, 30, 40 pieces of silver.


I imagined Judas almost salivating at that offer.


‘Hey, Judas…’


Other imagined ‘Unreported Moments from First Century Jerusalem’ can be found HERE.



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